I know it’s been almost a year that I haven’t posted. My life has changed incase you haven’t followed me on twitter. I have yet to post another YouTube in a long time. I shouldn’t slack in anymore. Let me explain what’s going on in my life.
I am in the middle of a divorce right now. First you are asking, how are your kids? My kids are wonderful. They live with me, and are in daycare during the day. I work at a national drugchain right now. Things are looking up in many ways in my life.
Second question you may have, how is your speech? I have my good days, and I have my not so good days. Now that I work, my not so good days come out more often now. I’ve had some bad days lately. It’s making me take another step in acceptance of my stutter. I believe even though you accepted it, you will get pushed back to that time where you didn’t. You just have to believe in yourself, and just get through it. It’s great when your co-workers do believe in you. It’s also great when you have the support you never had before.
I will not go in details about my divorce, because this is not the blog for it. It is a really rough time, and shockingly my speech hasn’t been dramatically affect by it. At work, yes I have my moments. It’s because I speak in front of people, and that’s nerve wracking enough for me. When I have to answer the phone, don’t get me started on that. ahhh, my heart is racing just thinking about it.
I will try to post updates way more often now. I should be doing a podcast with Pam Mertz on “Women Who Stutter” sometime soon. I’m just busy the next 2 weeks. But hopefully soon.
Thanks for still reading the blog. I’m sorry I left it abandoned. I didn’t have a way to post. Sorry…..
